Nina: *calm* . o O ( nu nee nu nee nu… )
Lab technician: *ties rubber thingie very tightly on my arm*
Nina: . o O ( !!!!!!!!!!! ) *looks away*
Lab technician: *picks up syringe*
Nina: . o O ( think happy thoughts think happy thought think happy thoughts )
Lab technician: *pricks*
Nina: . o O ( thinkhappythoughtsthinkhappythoughts THINKHAPPYFREAKINGTHOUGHTSDAMMIT! )
Lab technician: Tapos na po, paki antay nalang yung results sa labas…
Nina: *walks out like a zombie* . o O ( do not barf. do not barf. do not barf… )

Due to my persistent toothache, my mother decided that it’s time to go to the doctor, since the dentists didn’t see any problems with my tooth. She, of course, decided to tell me about this at 9 in the frickin’ morning right when my dream was getting good. I managed to put off the hospital visit until my second rising (haha, tinapay). Unfortunately, my dream didn’t come back. Ugh.

The doctor was also uncertain what’s causing the pain, though he said it could be my lymph node or something else that’s in the general vicinity. He just gave me a prescription for it, and another pill for the pain.

Of course, what’s really painful was when I found out that one frickin’ pill costs Php50 EACH. Urgh.

I’m sick… SICK I tell you!

I’m fairly anti-social and apathetic. While I *can* and in most occasion be friendly, I don’t go out of my way to make friends, much less volunteer to do something. Okay, I *love* helping out people, but if we’re not close and I don’t think you really need my help *that* much, I wouldn’t volunteer.

Lately, I find myself making an effort (albeit slowly and selectively) to meet new people and even *gasp* volunteering for non-profit organizations.

Holy crap. The end is near.

Last week, out of the blue, my tooth started aching. The following day, my sinuses was clogged. After that, I woke up with a flu. For some strange reason, my toothache vanished last Thursday.

Now it’s back with a vengance, coming up from behind without so much as a warning. RIGHT ON THE DAY I WAS SUPPOSED TO MEET UP WITH THE RBJ PEOPLE FOR CHOCOLATE.

ARGGGGH!

I already went to the dentist and they couldn’t figure out what’s causing this; save for a prophylaxis, my tooth was fine. There wasn’t even any need for a filling or an extraction. They even took an x-ray and STILL couldn’t see what’s causing it.

And damnit, I don’t think the mefenamic acid works anymore. >_<

I was shopping around for a Wordpress Theme for a new blog (YES, yet another one), when I realize that black doesn’t appeal to me anymore.

Not that I don’t like black, but a site with a black background doesn’t look that good anymore. I guess I’m past the teenage angst-y stage? HAHAHAHAHAHA.

“Mangarap ka at abutin mo to. Wag mong sisihin ang sira mong pamilya, palpak mong syota, pilay mong tuta o mga lumilipad na ipis… Kung may pagkukulang sa iyo ang magulang mo, pwede kang manisi at magrebelde. Tumigil ka sa pag-aaral, mag-drugs, magpakulay ng buhok sa kilikili..Sa bandang huli, ikaw din ang biktima.. Rebelde na walang napatunayan at bait sa sarili.”

Maraming salamat, Eden.

I want to learn how to ride a bike.

*winces*

(No, the title doesn’t have anything to do with the post. I can’t think of a decent one, so I just used the title of the song that’s currently playing. No, not by Selena.)