The best blog posts come to me when I am too far from the computer. The words flow together as I put the kids to sleep, sentences form when I’m walking in the streets. Once I sit down in front of the PC, my fingers hover over the keyboards as if frozen; the words have disappeared.

I am at my best when I am alone in my thoughts. Inside my head, I am everything I want to be. My imagination runs free, and I become everything I am not.

Maybe that’s the real me, the one in my imagination, and this person who stand before you is a fake. An impostor set to defame my character.

I have posts about my fears of success, coming to terms with my beliefs and even a series of short stories. But I have nothing to say; it’s all in my head.

No, I’m not jumping on the how-to-blog-for-profit bandwagon. Yet.

When you have a blog like mine, one cannot rely on great content alone to get traffic to their site. Some of the most successful blogs are the ones that are engaging. They poke and provoke people for a reaction and give a reason for people to keep coming back.

Source: Bryanboy @ the Gay Bloggies

And that is why the faggotry lives on.

Free-IQTest.net - Free IQ Test

Am-I-Dumb.com - How Dumb Are You?

    64.7/100Rate My LifeRateMyLife.net - Rate my life

I suddenly have this nagging feeling that I’m going to do something really dumb in the coming days XD

But seriously now…how the hell did I get 142? The last time I took an IQ test, I only scored 120.

Your date of conception was on or about 7 March 1980 which was a Friday.

You were born on a Friday
under the astrological sign Sagittarius.
Your Life path number is 3.

Your fortune cookie reads:
Pray for what you want, but work for the things you need.

Life Path Compatibility:
You are most compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 3, 6 & 9.
You should get along well with those with the Life Path numbers 1, 2, 5 & 11.
You are least compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 4, 7, 8 & 22.

The Julian calendar date of your birth is 2444571.5.
The golden number for 1980 is 5.
The epact number for 1980 is 13.
The year 1980 was a leap year.

Your birthday falls into the Chinese year beginning 2/16/1980 and ending 2/4/1981.
You were born in the Chinese year of the Monkey.

Your Native American Zodiac sign is Owl; your plant is Mistletoe.

You were born in the Egyptian month of Menchir, the second month of the season of Poret (Emergence - Fertile soil).

Your date of birth on the Hebrew calendar is 20 Kislev 5741.
Or if you were born after sundown then the date is 21 Kislev 5741.

The Mayan Calendar long count date of your birthday is 12.18.7.8.7 which is
12 baktun 18 katun 7 tun 8 uinal 7 kin

The Hijra (Islamic Calendar) date of your birth is Friday, 20 Muharram 1401 (1401-1-20).

The date of Easter on your birth year was Sunday, 6 April 1980.
The date of Orthodox Easter on your birth year was Sunday, 6 April 1980.
The date of Ash Wednesday (the first day of Lent) on your birth year was Wednesday 20 February 1980.
The date of Whitsun (Pentecost Sunday) in the year of your birth was Sunday 25 May 1980.
The date of Whisuntide in the year of your birth was Sunday 1 June 1980.
The date of Rosh Hashanah in the year of your birth was Thursday, 11 September 1980.
The date of Passover in the year of your birth was Tuesday, 1 April 1980.
The date of Mardi Gras on your birth year was Tuesday 19 February 1980.

As of 11/1/2007 6:04:59 AM EDT
You are 26 years old.
You are 324 months old.
You are 1,405 weeks old.
You are 9,834 days old.
You are 236,022 hours old.
You are 14,161,324 minutes old.
You are 849,679,499 seconds old.

Celebrities who share your birthday:Scarlett Pomers (1988) Anna Nicole Smith (1967) Jon Stewart (1965)
Judd Nelson (1959) Ed Harris (1950) Alexander Godunov (1949)
Paul Shaffer (1949) Joe Dante (1946) Randy Newman (1943)
Berry Gordy, Jr. (1929) Brooks Atkinson (1894)

Top songs of 1980Lady by Kenny Rogers Upside Down by Diana Ross
Call Me by Blondie Starting Over by John Lennon
Another Brick In the Wall by Pink Floyd Crazy Little Thing Called Love by Queen
Rock with You by Michael Jackson Magic by Olivia Newton-John
Funkytown by Lipps, Inc. Another One Bites the Dust by Queen

Your age is the equivalent of a dog that is 3.84892367906067 years old. (Life’s just a big chewy bone for you!)

Your lucky day is Thursday.
Your lucky number is 3.
Your ruling planet(s) is Jupiter & Neptune.
Your lucky dates are 3rd, 12th, 21st, 30th.
Your opposition sign is Gemini.
Your opposition number(s) is 5.

Today is not one of your lucky days!

There are 27 days till your next birthday
on which your cake will have 27 candles.

Those 27 candles produce 27 BTUs,
or 6,804 calories of heat (that’s only 6.8040 food Calories!) .
You can boil 3.09 US ounces of water with that many candles.

In 1980 there were approximately 3.6 million births in the US.
In 1980 the US population was approximately 226,545,805 people, 64.0 persons per square mile.
In 1980 in the US there were 2,406,708 marriages (10.6%) and 1,182,000 divorces (5.2%)
In 1980 in the US there were approximately 1,990,000 deaths (8.8 per 1000)
In the US a new person is born approximately every 8 seconds.
In the US one person dies approximately every 12 seconds.

In 1980 the population of Australia was approximately 14,807,370.
In 1980 there were approximately 225,527 births in Australia.
In 1980 in Australia there were approximately 109,240 marriages and 39,257 divorces.
In 1980 in Australia there were approximately 108,695 deaths.

Your birthstone is Citrine

The Mystical properties of Citrine
Citrine is said to help one connect with Spirit.
Some lists consider these stones to be your birthstone. (Birthstone lists come from Jewelers, Tibet, Ayurvedic Indian medicine, and other sources)
Yellow Topaz, Pearl, Diamond

Your birth tree is
Ash Tree, the Ambition

Uncommonly attractive, vivacious, impulsive, demanding, does not care for criticism, ambitious, intelligent, talented, likes to play with its fate, can be egoistic, very reliable and trustworthy, faithful and prudent lover, sometimes brains rule over heart, but takes partnership very serious.

There are 54 days till Christmas 2007!
There are 67 days till Orthodox Christmas!

The moon’s phase on the day you were
born was waning gibbous.

Source: Paul Sadowski

The fortune cookie was so me. Heehee.

Because Dhon Jason is my idol…

You entered: ***************************

There are 24 letters in your name.
Those 24 letters total to 104
There are 10 vowels and 14 consonants in your name.
What your first name means:Spanish Female Hope.
French Female Hope.

Your number is: 5

The characteristics of #5 are: Expansiveness, visionary, adventure, the constructive use of freedom.

The expression or destiny for #5:
The number 5 Expression endows with the wonderful characteristic of multi-talents and versatility. You can do so many things well. The tone of the number 5 is constructive freedom, and in your drive to attain this freedom, you will likely be the master of adaptability and change. You are good at presenting ideas and knowing how to approach people to get what you want. Naturally, this gives you an edge in any sort of selling game and spells easy success when it comes to working with people in most jobs. Your popularity may lead you toward some form of entertainment or amusement. Whatever you do, you are clever, analytical, and a very quick thinker.

If there is too much of the 5 energy in your makeup, you may express some the negative attitudes of the number. Your restless and impatient attitude may keep you from staying with any project for too long. Sometimes you can be rather erratic and scatter yourself and your energies. You have a hard time keeping regular office hours and maintaining any sort of a routine. You tend to react strongly if you sense that your freedom of speech or action is being impaired or restricted in any way. As clever as you are, you may have a tendency to make the same mistakes over and over again because much of your response is glib reaction rather that thoughtful application. You are in a continuous state of flux brought by constantly changing interests.

Your Soul Urge number is: 4

A Soul Urge number of 4 means:
With the Soul Urge or Motivation number of 4 you are likely to strive for a stable life. You tend to follow a rather orderly pattern and systematic approach in your endeavors. You have an inner desire to serve others in a methodical and diligent manner. You want to be in solid, conventional, and well-regulated activities, and you are somewhat disturbed by innovation and erratic or sudden changes. Excellent at organizing, systematizing, and managing, you have a way of establishing order and maintaining it. You are responsible, reliable and in the final analysis, practical. Highly analytical, you can see your way through all sorts of situations and generally have a clear understanding of the issues. You are a very honest, sincere, and conscientious individual.

The negative side of the 4 is rigid, stubborn and somewhat narrow-minded. There is a tendency to hide feelings, or to really not be aware of real feelings. Avoid being too rigid and stubborn in your thinking, and try to always see the big picture rather than becoming to involved with the detail. Don’t be afraid to take a chance once in awhile.

Your Inner Dream number is: 1

An Inner Dream number of 1 means:
You dream of being a leader and one who is in charge. You want to be known for your courage, daring, and original ideas. You seek unconquered heights. People may get a first impression that you are very aggressive and sure of yourself.

Source: Paul Sadowski

Here’s an interesting note about the name you should use:

Note: Most authorities agree that the full birth name as recorded on your birth certificate is the name that must be used for all calculations involving name. Nicknames, changed names including marriage name changes do not dilute the importance of the name given to you by your parents.

I’ve always gone by with my nickname, only using my birth name for official documents. The results that came out using my birth and mother’s maiden name resulted in an analysis that is more accurate that what I usually get when I use my nickname