Really, this is getting tiring, and my supposedly sticky memory can’t retain the countless resolutions I’ve made countless times before.

Following a very terrible ego-bashing incident, I once again got thinking about my future. Or rather, the lack of one if I’m not careful.

Is what I’m doing now, what I really want to do for the rest of my life? Should *knock on wood* something happen and I don’t have a job anymore, will I still be able to get a job? Will I be able to stand working for another person? Should I watch a movie tomorrow?

While at the RBJ forums, something Carlos posted in the Wanderlust forum caught my attention.

…we were talking to a young Indian lady and her grandfather in Pisa, Italy. she had been traveling since June. she’s from Philadelphia, but went back to India, staying for several weeks, then visited the cities we visited plus Spain, Germany, Switzerland and Austria. that’s nice… traveling for 3 months… i wish i’d done that when i was younger… how nice.

That got me thinking: I’m fairly young and I want to travel extensively too. Travelling for 3 months *is* possible, and I don’t want to get old regretting not doing so when I’m still able.

Going back to my uncertain future, I am able to get a couple more ideas I can try out in case I *do* lose my current job. The problem is, will I ever follow up on it? Stay tuned.