Really, this is getting tiring, and my supposedly sticky memory can’t retain the countless resolutions I’ve made countless times before.

Following a very terrible ego-bashing incident, I once again got thinking about my future. Or rather, the lack of one if I’m not careful.

Is what I’m doing now, what I really want to do for the rest of my life? Should *knock on wood* something happen and I don’t have a job anymore, will I still be able to get a job? Will I be able to stand working for another person? Should I watch a movie tomorrow?

While at the RBJ forums, something Carlos posted in the Wanderlust forum caught my attention.

…we were talking to a young Indian lady and her grandfather in Pisa, Italy. she had been traveling since June. she’s from Philadelphia, but went back to India, staying for several weeks, then visited the cities we visited plus Spain, Germany, Switzerland and Austria. that’s nice… traveling for 3 months… i wish i’d done that when i was younger… how nice.

That got me thinking: I’m fairly young and I want to travel extensively too. Travelling for 3 months *is* possible, and I don’t want to get old regretting not doing so when I’m still able.

Going back to my uncertain future, I am able to get a couple more ideas I can try out in case I *do* lose my current job. The problem is, will I ever follow up on it? Stay tuned.

Nothing compares to the times
Feels like we’re floating when the rest have to climb
You made me believe in love and not the perfect kind
A real messy beautiful twisted sunshine
Emotions volcanic eruptions
We both still care so we’re still alive
Tunnel vision, determination
I want you I want to make it right

And now we’re slightly weathered, we’re slightly worn
Our hands grip together eye to eye through the storm yet
I still believe in ever after with you, yeah
Coz life is a pleasure with you by my side
And there ain’t no current in this river we can’t ride
I still believe in ever after with you

[edit] I just found out that Ever After is now being overplayed in several local radio stations, and a technocrati search confirmed that this is now one of the hundreds of blog that posted the lyrics. Fark it.

Patrick, is that you?

I rode the MRT yesterday with my sister. I had my camera with me, so I went click-click-clicking away.

I was even able to capture a ghost!

Well, not really.

So there I was, click-click-clicking away, when…

And worse still…

Then it went back to normal, as if nothing happened.

But during lunch…

One of the things I have been fearing has finally come: Cammy is sick.

From Anna L.

5 snacks I enjoy are:
01. Fishball
02. Isaw
03. Chocolate
04. Lay’s Stax
05. Cheetos Twister

5 songs I know all the words to:
01. Always by Erasure
02. As long as you love me by the Backstreet Boys (This is your cue to start cringing and vomiting)
03. My Way by Mat Monroe
04. Head over feet by Alanis Morissette
05. When We Dance by Sting

5 things I would do with $100 million:
01. Invest it on something
02. Travel, travel, travel
03. Educational plans for my nieces and nephews
04. Pension plans for my siblings
05. Buy my own island

5 places I would run away to:
01. Morocco
02. Singapore
03. Brazil
04. Spain
05. Makati. Hahahaha!

5 things I would never wear:
01. Leggings
02. Mini skits. It’s too gross to imagine.
03. Nose rings
04. Neon outfits
05. Leather harnes? Haha.

5 favorite TV shows:
01. Queer as Folk
02. Scrubs
03. Friends
04. Will & Grace
05. Lonely Planet

5 biggest joys:
01. My friends
02. Great conversations
03. Breath taking sunsets
04. Receiving e-mail and snail mail
05. HTML

5 favorite toys:
01. Canon A70
02. Computer *hugs PC*
03. My big teddy bear
04. Pictures and photo albums
05. My friends.

5 people I tag to do this:
01. Mela
02. Ain
03. Amanda
04. Anna D.
05. Eden